i found that i often judge people too quick. also that i get annoyed when people dont know something i expect them to know. its not even their fault. I dont know half the shit. i am working on being kind to others.
expressing is HARD.
i started going for a walk. mornings i decided to spend on doing something healthy. this went on properly for couple days after which, yeah, i gave up. its just quite tough to force myself out of bed, and me hitting the sack at 3 hoping to wake at 5 doesnt help. oh well.
caught myself clinging on to the past, again. i keep looking for something i know is far long gone. i hate it.
another thing. i miss the simplicity of childhood. my biggest worry being whether i’d get to play some games after school was hella nice. before i was sent for tutoring, i remember spending my evenings in the neighbourhood playing random outdoor games with friends. i wonder how they’re doing.
i finally bought RDR21 and Cyberpunk 20772 after waiting AGES for them to go on sale. i can’t praise RDR2 enough. i was hooked since i started the game. the fact that you can do random shenanigans and the game has an outcome for all of it is just so unique. developers have thought of it all and rockstar has outdone itself. the intense shootouts, planning and just those moments of quiet reflection felt great. beautifully crafted game.
cyberpunk had a similar experience, if not better. one thing more unique to this game is you get to choose your way of doing things. you are a mercenary. figure out a way to get it done, go in guns blazing, hack your way through security, or just be stealthy. the game is built to let you finish the job whatever way you love. by the end it was literally horror(phantom liberty dlc). even the side quests were engaging. my words dont do justice to what an art the game is.
i dont know how, but i lost a good friend. i really dont know what happened.
the minecraft movie was actually funny. i kinda wished there were more people in my theatre. it was weird giggling in that quiet-ass hall.
oh i finally decided to move away from my AM4 pc. although powerful, i really wanted to have something modern, latest for once. so i got myself some new AM5 gear. its hella exciting. i can’t wait for things to arrive.
i don’t understand the legality of things but i hate that openai scraped everything off the internet with no credits, put them all together in a black box search engine and is now profiting off it. all the art humans made from their creativity, just snatched away. its shitty, the world we live in.
thats all for now